I don’t know. I don’t know anymore.
When I first came into that office I was pretty sure it was Grey I like(d). I fell for his natural sweetness, his funny pride, and his annoying arrogance
sometimes. During the summer, he was the only one who made my heart skipped a beat when he sung, who made me mad when he told me some crazy pick-up lines, who made me laugh at shitty stories, who made me hold my breath each time we have skin contact.
But two weeks before my summer internship ended, I realized that I have some feelings for another man who also belongs in the same team.
Worse is… he has a girlfriend. I was trying to brush off the feeling but I couldn’t.
[Instead of setting the feelings aside, it intensified because of what happened on Friday (June 13) when he gave a talk in school.]
Three weeks passed since my internship ended and I never heard anything from Grey. Three weeks passed and it’s Paul who made contact. Three weeks my heart is confused.
I am supposed to be reading for my History class, however it is unlikely that I would fully understand the text at hand due to thoughts flying here and there. I am wondering if Grey misses me at the same time I am pissed that Paul never returned my last text last night.
I miss Grey. But I also miss Paul.