Ironic as it may sound, I want to get through this and yet I want to hang on to every second that is left. I want to take two steps forward to get to the end yet I want to take three steps back that I may start from the beginning once more. I am excited for whatever lies ahead yet I am afraid of that unknown.
Can I have a remote control to pause everything for a while? I want to linger a little bit longer in here– whatever it is.