I want to run— to run away from here, to run away from everyone, to just run away and not be found. I wish I could be somewhere else, some place where no one knows me or have a preconceived notion of who I am or who I must become. I want to be in a place where no one knows about me and start life anew.
If only I could take away the memory I formed in the hearts of the people I made relationships with, I would conceal it so that they would not box me in this stereotype they created in their heads. If only the past could vanish and the now could be transformed into something else then maybe, maybe I would be able to look at the future in a much clearer perspective. If only I had the guts to cheat in this game I would have gone far where no one can reach me.
The thing however is, all of it are just “wishes”, “ifs” and “maybes” which never are.